Built this from nothing. I write because I have thoughts that don't fit anywhere else and build because nowhere else feels right either.
A personal publishing platform, built entirely from a vision that is still far to be achieved. Everything I write is meant to feel like it came from a person — not a product.
Essays are my thoughts in detail. Notes are my daily frustrations and ideas combined with shower thoughts. Code is my thoughts and ideas in technical form — or solutions to my problems.
Everything here gets updated. Revisiting a post might mean finding new material. The archive is alive in the same way a notebook is alive. It grows, it changes, it occasionally contradicts itself. That's by design, unwanted design, but it is beautiful in a unique way.
It was started months ago with the belief that even a single idea here could matter to the right person. That belief has not changed.
Three open chat rooms with currently no creeps. A throwback to the prime times when you could find friends on the internet and Discord was fun — not just morally broken people with an even more broken humor.
It's a place where you remember what the internet was supposed to be, and get a demo of that. With only you being the one to make it real.
The questions that never get resolved. That's why they keep getting asked. Free will, consciousness, meaning, death. If it would hold up at 3am, it belongs here.
What you're watching. What you just finished. What permanently changed how you see things. Recommendations welcome. Spoilers with warning.
Fiction, non-fiction, essays — whatever someone wrote and you couldn't put down. Share it. Argue about it. Quote the line that made you stop reading.
Seven dollars. You tell me the topic. One or two days later it's researched, written, and posted to the archive. I put your name on it if you want.
The money isn't the interesting part. The topic is. Give me something hard. Something you've been trying to figure out. Something that would take you three weeks to write yourself and still wouldn't come out right.
I've written about God and tits, about why we overthink ourselves into extinction, about the narrative problems in anime nobody talks about. The range is intentional. No off limits topics, only boring ones.
At the end, there's an actual piece of writing — not a summary or a bullet list. It lives in the archive for anyone to read.
"Cheaper than therapy — and so distinct from it that the comparison is blasphemy."
Let's be honest — you're side eyeing me a bit, looking up and down and loving what you see. So why not come and talk? Email me, baby, and I'll see it the moment you do. You'll have all my attention and appreciation if it's good, all my hate and despair if it's anything less.
I learned to code anything for every problem or idea — not for others, but for myself. And since that did wonders for me, I can share everything I learned and help you build something new.
Just email me again and I'll see what I can do.
You're a man of value yourself, and you think to yourself you need a co CEO. So what do you do? YOU EMAIL ME. You text me. YOU LISTEN TO ME AND LISTEN GOOD. Come to my headquarters in Japan and rule the world with me.
And I answer — fine, we can work that out.